Ready for my weekend road trip to LA!!!!!

    Everything is packed and ready to go!! I'm only taking my backpack and a few things.  Willie is picking me up at the Hard Rock hotel at 4 pm.  He probably already thinks I'm a whore spending all my time at the casino!  Coretta, this pretty black girl they just hired, braided my hair and it looks so pretty.  I don't want it to get all messed up ridin' so she offered to do it for me.  She is really pretty, she has red curly hair now but it changes a lot she said.  Beatrice our kitchen manager just got her hair braided too, but it looks better on me ;)

   I'm very excited about this trip!  Jules asked me if I even know what Willies last name is?  Well, no I don't.  She's just bein' paranoid.  I'm strong and can protect myself so I know it'll be okay.  I'm only takin' $400 with me.  He's the man and should pay for everything!  I told daddy I was going to LA, he wants me to be careful, he said only crazy people are in LA.  That's not true he's just old fashioned.

God pod and Christain girls

The thing about being here that bugs me the most, is shit like what I just went through. I was in the box for a few days for fightin' my cellie Michelle. I was trying to get my hair braided by this other girl. Yes she's black so what, I am not an ignorant bitch who worries about shit like that. Michelle is an ignorant bitch who don't know when to stop running her mouth. I told her to lower her voice or we'd be fightin' and that's just what happened.


New Years eve spent alone sucked so bad. I sat and plucked my leg hairs for entertainment. I haven't shaved in weeks so it was easy to grab 'em and yank 'em out. My legs are so smooth now! You can only sleep so much, that's what I did at first, that and miss daddy. I really miss my daddy he's the best, he deserves a better daughter. The pastor said I could continue this blog if I'd go to G-pod or God pod as the other girls call it. All Christian girls together prayin' and being Christian. That's him in the picture with his wife and kids, he's so nice.