Thursday, August 13, 2009

Lonely isn't for me.

I walked to the store and the guy working there said it was 95 degrees outside. I'd go swimming but I don't have a bathing suit. Thomas hasn't been here to see me in a few days. Maybe he's in trouble with his wife? One thing I do know about men who cheat on their wives is they usually stay with them. I wasn't expectin' him to leave her for me, hell Thomas isn't really my type. He saved me, at that moment in time he was my type!

I called my daddy today. When he answered I listened to him say hello and then I hung up. I could tell he was okay just by his tone. I'm so embarrassed about bein' in the situation I was in. How do I tell him I was so strung out I was passed out on the sidewalk behind a gas station?? Do I tell him the truth or make another story about my crazy life? They say the truth will set you free, sometimes being that free is very lonely.

I miss Jules and Danny. I watched some people here at the campground having fun and messin' around like we did when we was travelin' together, I wonder where they are now. Just thinking about them is making me so home sick. I'm gonna call my daddy he'll help me out. He always told me it doesn't matter what I get into, he'll always love me. I'm calling him tonight.


Anonymous said...

Are you doing ok? do you have food to eat? Did you call your dad again? Sorry, I am full of questions tonight. Prayers from Granbury

Mary said...

Hello my friend. Yes I have all those things I need. I am calling my daddy tonight. Thomas brought me some pineapple upside down cake it was soooo good! He likes to cook, matter of fact he does all the cooking at home. Thanks for your prayers!

Anonymous said...

I have been following your blog for months now,I did not realize I could comment. I hope you are well,I bet Danny has already gone back to KY by now.
I was so worried about you the month you did not post I wanted to go to Orlando to find you. I live in Florida and just hate Orlando,You know the saying "nice place to visit but you would'nt want to live there.Be well my prayers are with you