Two girl party, me and Mona.

      I am soooooo stoned! This guy came in from Oregon and wanted a two girl party so me and Mona split the date. I don't mind being with a girl, especially for money. Mona is real pretty like an Indian girl. She's from New Mexico, moved to Nevada to look for work in some company but after doin' the office admin job for a while she wanted something less boring. She said she dared herself to look into the bunny ranch. Now she loves her job!

I'm trying not to think about cocaine tonight. For some reason I want to get high. I saw Roberta snortin' a line earlier and I haven't stopped thinking about it. Why does it matter if I destroy my life with drugs? What's it worth anyhow? What am I worth? Apparently about $100 an hour plus tip. For a Kentucky girl with a GED and no mother $100 is pretty good. Jules says I'm awesome and should not think this way but she doesn't understand when I get depressed, I feel terrible. Tuesday will be better.  

Dancing on the moon!

Can you believe it I have made it all the way to New Mexico?? Keshia and Patsy are in a show tonight at this bar with a bunch of other he/shes. When they get dressed up and start prancin' around they look so good! I wonder if there are men out there who don't know that they are men underneath all that make-up. I have had so much fun traveling with them!

This place is weird! New Mexico looks like the moon, all rocks and mountains, no grass or bushes. Who would have thought me from Paris, Kentucky would be all the way out here?? I'm down to my last $10, tonight it's all business to come up with some more money. I feel different, I'm a fish outta water and it's a good thing. I'm getting ready for this show and it's something I never saw coming. Finally I'm living my life!