Locked up, but not for long.

   Well, guess where I've been??  Locked up in jail :(  I know what I should've been doing but I can't stay anywhere and behave too long.  After I went out and got back to work at the bunny ranch as always I got bored with my life so I bucked.  I been feelin' it coming.  I went in to Vegas and found this guy that would serve me hard, crack for anyone who isn't an addict.  I stayed by myself and smoked crack for two days.  I'm so pathetic.  I wish it would have killed me.  After I ran outta money I went out on the street looking for someone.  That's when I got arrested prostitution and possession of paraphernalia.

   I got out on a ROR with a court date in about a month.  I don't plan on bein' here to make that court date.  Maybe I'll go to Alaska?  I'm movin' on for sure.  Jules is worried about me but if she don't want to go I'm goin' alone.  Hell I've been homeless, beat up, rapped, and left behind.  Nothing is permanent, it's all about where you're happy and I love Las Vegas but this isn't what I want after all.  So I'll check and see how much I've got saved up and be out soon.  Something new is waitin' on me!

Day dreamin' about night dreamin'

So today I was lookin' into the whole bunny ranch thing out in Las Vegas. I think I could do that! Really! I go out with guys and end up having sex with 'em for little or nothing, might as well get paid?? I been thinking about it all day, how glamorous to stay at the bunny ranch waiting for men to come and choose you! Probably just a pipe dream, a dope pipe dream.

I dreamt about getting high last night. It felt so good, it was like the first time I ever smoked crack. Sooo high. Travis my cousin that's in prison for burglary showed me crack for the first time in high school. His momma and daddy are in the picture above. They are so good to me. Sent me $10 for cookies along with the nicest letter.