Monday, August 10, 2009

Wearing the clothes of another woman.

Today is the day I will call daddy. I haven't talked to him in so long. What will I tell him? Yesterday Thomas came up to see me. He brought me a bag of old clothes his wife had put in the trunk of the car to go to the Goodwill. She's got good taste and we're just about the same size, she's just taller then me. It's weird wearing the clothes of a woman who doesn't know you're messing with her man. Guilty is all over my body covering me from being naked. She would hate to know she was helping me.

Sunday was the first day I felt normal. After I woke up I went to the rec. center here at the campground. I sat by the phone forever tryin' to get the nerve up to call daddy. I damn near smoked all the cigarettes I had left. Lydia this older lady who rides a golf cart around all day asked me where I was stayin' and with who. At first she was kinda a bitch, then we talked and I told her I was just spending the last of summer here enjoying the sights. I don't think she believed it entirely but after we talked a bit more she decided to let me be. I wish I had a camera to take pictures, that is my second favorite hobby. At least I got Thomas's old laptop for a little while, I found out there was free wi-fi here and I baby talked him into lending it to me. Thanks for reading this whoever you are out there. I appreciate it more then you will ever know.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Call your daddy, I'm sure he will be glad to know you are ok. I am not too far from you in Texas. Hopefully things will continue to get better for you.

Mary said...

Thanks so much for your support!! I will call my daddy tonight after I get the nerve up!

Anonymous said...

I was driving through Arlington today with my hubby and thought about you. Praying for you and hoping you are ok.

Mary said...

Oh that is so sweet !! I'm really appreciating your kind words :) I'm praying for me too, tonight I'l add u in that prayer!

Anonymous said...

How are things going in Arlington? Have you heard from your friends yet?