Leftover nachos.

I'm so sick of being broke. Not having money is what causes me to think about ways to get it fast, fast money is always bad! I heated up the leftover nachos for daddy that we had last night, I sliced some nice tomatoes and he made a sandwich. I'm not hungry I can't stop my mind from racing. I've smoked my whole pack of cigarettes and I need more. I'll run up to the store in a bit.

Life is just so fucking slow here. Nothing, nothing, nothing changes. I called Jules today, she and Sam are going to Miami soon. I ain't never been there. Anything that girl wants she gets. Makes me crazy, how do I miss these guys?? Jessica has a nice boyfriend too, they are in such puppy love it's so cute. I feel left out sometimes, I sure did love Bobby Jack and I think about the fact that his birthday is coming up and how I remember his birthday and I don't even know most of my family's members birthdays!! Oh well, some poetry guy said "it is better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all" I think that is pure bullshit.

I'm taking pictures again!! I sure did miss that cute little camera I had back in Florida but now I'm using Jessica's and it works great. It's one of my hobbies, I take picture all the time, over and over and of everything! Jessica remembered that and brought me her camera and said to get back to taking pictures, so I am! She is so special to me. I love her and Aunt Gaynelle so much.