First night on the job!

      Look at me workin'!  I made $54 last night!  Damn my feet are killing me.  I got to get some comfortable shoes for tonight.  It was slow because it was so cold outside.  I am so happy to have a job.  Should I stay here for a while? Stay focused on my bunny ranch job? Go home to Kentucky? No I don't want to go home to Kentucky.  I can do this, I can start and finish something and be good at it. Damn I need some epsom salts to soak my feet in, I gotta work again tonight!

     My man friend come by to see me at the bar last night.  He was acting weird like I thought we was in a relationship or something?  I don't want nothin' from him, damn!  Whatever!  Monday I'm gonna have to come up with $160 for another week at the Budget Inn, or be on the road to Las Vegas! It's exciting knowin' change is so close!

Me and Daddy went out drinking.

        Me and daddy went out for beers last night.  Man it was great to be out in a bar!  We went to this place called His -n- Hers lounge near the hotel.  I talked to some girl and this guy asked daddy if I could dance with him.  He said no at first then after he bought us a bucket of beer daddy said yes.  We danced to Sweet home Alabama, I love that song.  That girl in the pictures has real titties, I asked her about 'em cuz I thought they was fake.  

      I forgot how good it feels to have a buzz.  When you're locked up your mind has nothing but time to go through things you've done up till then.  You can think but you can't feel.  I felt my head vibratin' to the music, I felt the Bud making me warm and dizzy, in jail you loose your feel of things.  It's important to feel things.  I had a lot of fun being out on the town.  Now I'm out of cigarettes and I don't want to ask daddy for any of his.

Last night in hell!

The excitement is like Christmas!!! My EOS or end of sentence is tomorrow and I'll be out of this hell hole. Daddy came to visit me tonight he's stayin' at the Budget Inn right down the street from the jail. He got a room for the weekend and said we could relax and hang out there together. If he can get a few extra bucks he'll get me a week there to get ready before I leave for Las Vegas. I truly can't believe I'm going all the way to Las Vegas!!!

Teehsa is afraid to go. Her momma is looking forward to her being here and she said she wants to go but her family is a big part of her life. Mine ain't, I don't even know my momma and don't care too. She said if we do go all the way to the bunny ranch she won't work there. She found a job in a can making factory in a city called Phrump or something like that. It's in the same town as the bunny ranch I'm going to work at. I love Teesha and don't want to go by myself.