Good coffee fixes many things.

   The last few days have been full of ups and downs.  Unfortunately the ups haven't been too far up.  I did find some good coffee in the morning, or maybe he found me.  This sweet old man drives a shopping buggy around on the sidewalks with the best mix of coffee he brews himself.  He puts the cream and sugar in it for you, it's strong coffee but good, even though he don't speak much English we get along just fine. I'll sit an sip that coffee and watch LA wake-up.

   The ad is workin' good, enough to pay expenses and see me through day to day.  I can't figure out if I'm excited to be here in Los Angeles, the city of Angeles or desperate.  Both kinda feel the same.  Jules can't get a hold of Earl I think he's done with hookers.  Jules liked him, not like that, but as a friend.  One more way to look at the expression "you can't buy friends".  I got to get out of this neighborhood today, it's so trashy and nasty.  I'm gonna take the bus to Beverly Hills, let's see how fast I can get asked to leave there!!

  

Too many questions and no answers yet.

     I can't begin to explain what happened to me last night.  I was talking to a guy who I thought was not gay and we were having a good time just watching everybody do their show.  His name I do not remember, something with a "C"like Christan.  Well, I got drunk and next thing I know I'm waking up with my bag in some guys house way out in the desert.  I didn't have sex with him I guess, I'm still dressed but where is Patsy and Keisha?  I'm here alone, looks like a Spanish family lives here.  How the fuck did I get here? How do I get back? 

    Looking around I found an address, it's a water bill for a guy named Zamir Abuhasma but that don't do much for me.  Looks like some kids live here, it's a mess of shit here!  The refrigerator stinks like all of hell!  I want some coffee but I can't find no filters! How do I call Patsy and Keisha?  I will try to call the bar I was at last night, please jesus let Patsy and Keisha be performing tonight!

Left at Burger King near Viginia :(

Well, I've been sittin' at this Burger King since Saturday morning and I ain't since Chris since. We was gonna get some coffee and hit the road and while I was in the bathroom she left! Can you believe this psycho-dyke?? Just 'cause I wouldn't put out she put me out! I told her I don't really go that way and I was so high on that shit, I was flirtin' with the men there and they were buying all my drinks and she got real mad. We couldn't sleep so we ended up with some dudes smoking weed till morning. Oh jesus please tell what I will do now?

I've been sitting here almost 24 hours. They haven't told me to leave yet but I feel like a bum. My skin is gross feelin' and I'm still not hungry, crystal always fucks me up and leaves me stranded. I talked to my cousin Jessica today, I didn't tell her about the mess I'm in. I mostly let her talk; she has a new boyfriend, she bought a new pair of church shoes, her friend Bobbi Joe is pregnant and on and on. I'm gonna clear my head and get the hell out of here today. I got to get back on track!