Catfish for dinner!

I swear I have done nothin' but eat and sleep since I been home. I helped Aunt Gaynelle today while daddy was busy pulling a transmission with his friend Bobby. We cleaned some peas for dinner, tonight everyone is coming over to eat. Danny caught a mess of catfish and my aunt Jewel is bringing banana puddin' which is my favorite. It's nice being here with everyone but I feel like I've grown up some.

My arm is fucking killing me! I can't do anything, but I take a lortab and feel so fine. My cousin Danny gave me some pills he gets. He is special, like short bus special, anyhow he got a prescription of something to keep him calm and the pharmacy gave him the wrong directions on how to take it. He was taking twice the normal amount and got these weird red stretch marks all over his body. After a two year lawsuit he ended up with about $450,000. He'll be alright he just don't go swimming without a t-shirt.

I'm going to Kentucky on a plane :)

I hit the slots at Sam's Town for $2,ooo!! Can you believe it???? I was mostly just sitting there sipping beers for free and the starts and bars machine went off and I won $2,000!! My luck is usually not this good! I'm going home for a few days to see daddy. It's gonna be a surprise. I bought my plane ticket and I'm leavin' tonight!

I haven't seen daddy in so long! I got a pocket full of money and new stuff to show off, I'm a little afraid of bein' in Kentucky, it makes me want bad stuff like meth. I can't go through that again. Everything is going so well. How can I avoid that shit?? Just stick with daddy, spend all my time with him and don't tell anyone I'm in town. I'm excited and scared my favorite feeling.

Mo' money, mo' money!!

    Can you believe I am just now gettin' up?  I wasn't gonna work, I was just getting drunk with the girls then off to bed, but a bunch of money showed up and I could not resist!  Some old guys came from Vegas after winning, from what I understand, well over $100,000!!  I was smoking a blunt with Harold a black gentlemen from Fresno, California he got me so high on some "cush" suppose to be real good marijuana.  Anyhow, we were loopy when Jules called me on my phone to tell me these high rollers showed up.

   Harold comes here a lot and even though he really likes Misti he has been spending time with me.  I'm not a racist so it don't bother me but Misti wants to keep him all to herself.  After we got high, Misti came in a took Harold to her room, it was okay for me I wasn't workin' anyhow.  Jules told me these guys wanted four girls and the house momma said I could join in if I wanted to.  We truly did party till 7 am, then had staff bring us breakfast in the hot tub!  I'm going shopping to the fancy mall today.  I am taking today off, I made a bunch of damn money last night!!

Pretty time :)

    Well, I am tired so tired!  I have been working non-stop for days.  Doris got us some crystal and we ain't slept in days.  I got about $1,000 in my pocket and some serious bags under my eyes.  We almost got in a fight with some street hoes that kept yellin' at us to get out of their neighborhood.  Fuck them they don't own Las Vegas I do!  Today I am going to go do something I haven't done in a long time, treat myself to a day at the mall.  Shopping and pedicures and stuff like that.  I'm trying to fix my look up real nice so I can head up to the bunny ranch this weekend.  I spoke to Mr. Curtis out there and he wants to meet both of us.

    Patsy and Keisha are going to Los Angles this weekend for a show, they said I didn't have to come with them.  I'm gonna just hang with Doris and have a nice time.  She likes to drink vodka and I'm gonna surprise her with a bottle of good vodka later on.  I don't know if I'm gonna keep my hair blonde, it's just not me.  Doris will help me change it, how about red?

   

    

Miss Bettie my friend on the bus :)

I forgot how much I hate ridin' a bus anywhere. Damn, I slept all the way to Houston and now I got to wait here at this filthy bus station till the next one comes cause I missed mine. This nice lady let me sit by her, she hums religious songs so nice it put me to sleep. I need to wash my hair, it smells like smoke. This bus stop has a shower but it is nasty. Maybe the next one will be nicer.

I dreamt about Las Vegas. I can't wait to see the lights and play on the slot machines. My great Aunt Ginny use to love them slots. Once she came out to Las Vegas from Mississippi and won $2,000! She was hooked after that! Spent nearly $200,000 trying to win more before she died at 92 years old. She was my favorite Aunt.